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Aydah Rahim
i was named aydah.
Sexy,Ego,confident,happy
Laughter,Friends,Food,money
club,smoke,drink,sex
21 september wil always be my day.
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12.6.07, 16:26
haiz....
y now...he contact me back..?.WHY!!!!!he such an idiot lah.........he break my heart n now...he cum back for wad?break my heart again isit?haiz.......such an asshole lah he....ask him just jump down from the building lerr.....n die.... now my father is so not fair towards me....wadava i want...i never get.....wen my nephew for psp that cost 200++..he never utter a single word....n also go wif them n buy that stupid thing......when my part comes....i cannot go out...all this stuff.....i am so hate him lah....i feel lyke crying ok....y he do this to me........
i noe you all thing im nuisance..n its a small problem towards you all..but for me...it hurtful for me........can i just get out from dis house.....i feel dat i have no family support..they just alwaes scold me for nothing.....even though my nephew is wrong..my father side them even though im his daughter.....wen i go out..i nver ask my father for money..i only ask my mother..but only sometimes..she will gib me.....
but towards my nephew....she alwaes gib money...they everydae..they went down n play down stairs until 6+++..isit the same if i went out n go home same time as them..as if i alwaes went out n play..i also wants have life outside..i noe im still young.....but..i also need time outside..hanging wif frends...they should noe dat teenagers love to hang out wif frends more.....thier thinking is like outdated thinking.....most of the parents are the same.......
my sister..keep saying..wad i have now gone through..they gone through before....so pathethic...but now they r showing me that they dun understand me...my sis is busy with her family....n i noe..i cant disturb her...n now im not in talking terms wif my bitch first sister.....
she keep thinking that everything dat she does..she alwaes right...n i alwaes give in n listen to her.....she make me rebel towards her...but sometime i never shout at her...she thinks im rebellious.......so idiotic...freak man...... so now..i got prob with my study...i cannot stand it....i cannot focus..eventhough i never think of problems when i study..i still can't focus......
i just need family support.....