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Aydah Rahim
i was named aydah.
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club,smoke,drink,sex
21 september wil always be my day.
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17.6.07, 23:19
heya
hello ma peeps...sorry...im really sorry....nowdaes im so moody...its just dat ppl didn't notice....nvm...i dun want them to noe....i just wan ppl to see that im happy.....without love..my heart still hurts....i dunno y my mum alwaes find blame on me...i fell like crying now...they think i like to ask them for money isit...dun you noe how embarrased isit....i noe i still young..but they seem not to bother bout me...i really very sad..they only care bout my stupid nephew..its not jealous...but they like biase....my nephew can play ps2 for nearly 24 hours using the tv..y can't i?my mum thought dat i dun care bout my father...but she make me changed my mind.....den...i want to go out..later say im useless...but wad can i do?rotting...of course i wan to go out wif frends.....but not alwaes..my mum alwaes tot i go out..coz after remedial..i go eat lunch wif my frends...if go home..my mum won't cook..i not use wih my mums cooking...only some i eat.....but i never complaint wad....i just keep quiet...i find my own food wad.....isit wrong dat i use internet?
i noe i must have the limit...i noe!!!!...but my internet fee...is about 30 dolar only per month.....den wen i use my hp..my mum nag at me...i think i should try to nag at her..n let her noe how my feeling goes....my sii alwaes say..dun think too much...action speaks louder than words....how i cant stop thinking..if dis is not happening in my life!!!...who should i lean on?you? i dun think so...i have nobody to lean in on in dis family..you think im the youngest in the family get pamper? u have the wrong thinking ok!!!...there is millions of tears dropping rolling onto my cheek..... k peeps...i will update another one soon...
see ya...
love aidah