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Aydah Rahim
i was named aydah.
Sexy,Ego,confident,happy
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club,smoke,drink,sex
21 september wil always be my day.
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17.9.07, 23:22
sometimes i feel that world is not fair for me..i dunno y..this is one of my random post..i noe many ppl will read my blog..ok after u read dis..please dun ask me..orelse i will get pissed off..i feel so akward noe..dunno y..if i have prob..blogging is my companion..n also my gf,seri..but not all she noes..coz she got her prob..i noe i got alot of prob but..must i depend on u guys?i dun think so..dun say that i dun appreciate u guys ok..i love you guys..i care for u..but some ppl..dun care bout me u see..dun ever ask who..nobosy noes..even my parent..never ask..hows my life n all..n den..my sis will say..bcoz i never have initative to seat outside in the living room..hey i tried but u all just keep quiet like dumbo..how am I supposed to talk..u alwaes want me to understand u all..but u all..sometimes does'nt even noe me well..but i noe..my bestie,siti,she noe me well..eventhough i hurt her so much..but thanx..but some ppl thinks im insane..i noe im insane..y?can't be insane for once n for all..haiz..i really hate my life..but wad can i do..i must continue wif it lah..must move on..eventhough fate doesn't accept it..i must try other..just figure out wad i'm trying to say..but i think it just a waste tyme..
so forget about it..
i dunno y i can't get the things that i want in life..so just curious..does it got to do wif the sin that i have done in life? or its just my luck?haiz..i cant say anything already..i really very weak now..my soul is really very weak..can support my emotional..k dis post is not emo..i just need thing to be let out here..i have no one to share wif...i mean i have..but i dun want coz i ego..i mean my thinking n others are different..dis is me..so must i changed the old aidah..should i?i think i should..but it takes tyme ok..y sometimes i care for some ppl..but they dunno that i really care bout them?i can feel dat my family dunno who is aidah..i didn't say they give me pressure..
dats how i feel..k some ppl also feel the same way as mine..i noe..no wrong right if i say this things out..hee..but k i wanna tell something..i got a friend..she like someone..she have done alot of things for the guy...but then..the guy didn't see anything from the gal..its like waste tyme right..i'm so pity her lah..i guess she need to forget the guy..coz i heard..her friend is the guy friend too..then the gal like had some crushed on the guy..so im confused..dunno wad to say to my friend..she really very sad now..heart shattering..=(
i hope things works out in the right way...i just pray hard for it..