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Aydah Rahim
i was named aydah.
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26.11.07, 14:17
k more..more..PROBLEMS..ppl hate it so much..why cant i have a good life...why?bcoz of him..u dun want to trust me too...its like hello..i noe im involved in this matter..and u put the blame everything on me..oh my god..thsi is so terrible..seriously..i hate it ok...u noe why i trust him..bcoz i love him...i noe he is so evil..ppl cn changed..ppl can make mistake..if nabi muhammad can forgive his umat..why cant i?
u tell me...i noe he sincerely wanna changed..i think i believe him..give him some time..now..im back to him..im attched..i noe him..eventhough i just noe him..but i think he is the one..
if he break the last chance..then i can say good bye to him..seriously..
no more chance..
i just FCUKED-UP..
u think im not stress?u think i never even concern about my things? hello!
Allah saje yg tahu wad inside my heart...its not fair...you are good in talking ma sis..but then..when it happens to you..u seem to be ego...u never want to be wrong..i admit..i wrong ok..im the one who give him permission to take my thing..but his fault too..he go give other ppl...and u say u dun blame him...
u are so not fair...if like dis...i feel so useless..and i hate to depend on family..
it suckx when shit happened..seriously..
so girls..learn from me...dun easily believe sweet words from guys..but then..my boyfee..trying prove himself dat he wanna changed..and i give him chance..if he try to run away..den i must do something..i noe dat wad adult says are true bcoz they experience bfore me..but sometime..it is so unreasonable.... i so feel like..u are not sincere to help me..but i cant blame it...
but wad i believe...and u guys must believe too..wad happens in life..its all a dream..i cant explain now..its difficult..if u believe in ur religion..den u should believe..wad happens in life..Allah yg menentukan segala...but we must work hard to earn something...
i noy my boyfriend is sincerely to be with me back..he really need to prove to me..if not..
i will do something foolish..